we should bale, but lets kiss

diivulgence @ 2007-02-20T21:36:00

2007-02-21T04:40:41Z

I don't think you realize how much I'm hurt by you. I care for you so much, but you treat me as if I'm the gum on the bottom of your shoe. It's great.

I think I'm done caring for people who don't give a shit and treat me like shit.
I'm loving life right now!

I'M EXCITED FOR MORP.
MY HAIR IS GETTING LONG.
I LOVE WORKING OUT WITH JAZZY.
I'M GOING TO CALI IN TWO WEEKS.
I HAVE A CUTE CRUSH.

..and that just made me feel like i was twelve. coooool.

And I'm posting on my old Livejournal..oh well haha.

diivulgence @ 2007-02-08T21:01:00

2007-02-09T04:03:36Z

Mushaboom: A word that describes an optimistic future when life is rough. It reminds you to smile, dance, and laugh.

I have a new livejournal. Friends only.
mmushaboom (click)

diivulgence @ 2007-02-06T18:18:00

2007-02-07T01:19:08Z

I'm sorry..

diivulgence @ 2007-01-31T21:31:00

2007-02-01T04:33:03Z

Lets see. I'm done posting in here!
I've got my license, my priorities in order,
and I'm getting a job sooner or later.
I'll have a life. Okay, cool.

diivulgence @ 2007-01-16T17:18:00

2007-01-17T00:32:56Z

“The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing, and becomes nothing. He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn and feel and change and grow and love and live.” -Leo F. Buscaglia

diivulgence @ 2007-01-05T12:30:00

2007-01-05T20:10:16Z

I'm making a slide show for my grandpa for his birthday and it's going to be like an hour long from all the pictures I have. I've already gone through about 15 full photo albums and scanned pictures relating to him. I also scanned a bunch of old, old pictures. I think they're so neat. I just want to jump into some of these photos.

My great grandpa bought this house for $900 cash it is 100+ years old and still in our family today. Infact, my aunt & uncle live in it right now and it's still standing tall.

That's my grandma pushing my aunts and uncles in the DiGesualdo home town.
This is my favorite picture.
(DiGesualdo is my Mom's maiden name..and you thought Knipp was hard!)

My great grandpa was a photographer. My grandpa is the one who is being fed the grape.

That's my great grandpa in the middle with some of his grandkids.
..That's where I got my shortness.

My Great Great Aunt Minnie in a Photobooth.

My great grandpa's driver license.

My Grandpa and his kids.

Yeah that's Momma Knipp as a behbeh.

My grandmas looks classic in this picture, and I love it.

Haha, my grandpa.

My great grandma, and one of the most important persons on my Mom's life.
I wish I could've spent more time with her.

Grandparents getting married?!

The little boy in the middle of the guy's lap is MY grandpa.

Great Grandpa.

Great Grandparents.

Familia.

Idk!

Great Great grandma & Great Grandma.

I have no clue.

That's my momma too!

Great Great Grandma and her sister.

Grandpa.

Momma & Uncle.

Great Grandparents and their kids.

Grandma and a few of my aunts and uncles.

Uncles and Aunts.

G-parents.

Awh!

diivulgence @ 2007-01-04T21:43:00

2007-01-05T04:47:09Z

This semester is going to be so different. Good different though. Really really good.

I don't have lunch anymore. Yeah yeah "Omg you're crazy!" Not having a lunch will be the thing keeping me sane, i think. Lunch just drags my day out and takes away my money! I think I spend more money on cookies than I do clothes. Ahah.

So? Who has 4th hour Computers with Maholchick? or however you spell it.

diivulgence @ 2006-12-28T00:46:00

2006-12-28T08:03:30Z

I am happy happy happy happy happy happy!
I have nothing else to say?

But I love winter break!

WE PLAYED WITH LAURENS NEW CAMERA! hahaha.

AND WE MADE FIYAAAAA.

THEN FINALY WENT TO BED AT 3 AND WOKE UP AT 1.

then took these cuties!

diivulgence @ 2006-12-17T21:56:00

2006-12-18T05:05:44Z

PICTURES FROM WEEKEND.

I'm extremely content with just about everything. I went car shopping twice this weekend and I still havent found the one I want. I thought I did, but decided not to get it. I have a week to figure it out though, any ideas?! Hah, I test drove a car though..and I was driving it around the mall and just passed through a stop sign. The car salesman was a good sport though, he just laughed and went "Yeah, that was a stop sign."

Anyways, I had a lot of fun this weekend. It was really laid back and enjoyable. It felt like x-mas time because of all the x-mas lights. I can't believe in 8 days I'll be getting up and unwrapping presents with my family. Awh!

Everythings moving so quickly! Christmas, 2007, The age of 16, Freedom! I can't stop thinking about it.

Sean's birthday is sooooon! He knows what that means!

diivulgence @ 2006-11-20T18:29:00

2006-11-21T01:29:01Z

It's funny watching people who were once tiny gradually get chunky because they smoke weed, ahah and it's also funny when girls have a new bestfriend everyday.

What's going on in my life? It's basically this one big huge disaster. You know, I guess it's nice having choices..but I hate the stress that comes out of it. I wan't something lasting, but then again I dont. Augh!

Thanksgiving is soon. Tell me what you're thankful for!

diivulgence @ 2006-10-29T10:18:00

2006-10-29T17:20:44Z

This is my new puppy, Chloe.
She's the cutest thing in the world.
She's calm, cute and is really good at cuddling, ahah.

And, they put the wood up on my house.
There is so much more to do, but It's a start.

In a few months my house with look somewhat like this, just a different color & with rock things around the circle thing, ahah.

I'm overly excited.
Plus, Chris will be my neighbor. Wooo!

heh.

diivulgence @ 2006-10-28T09:13:00

2006-10-28T16:16:05Z

Hahah, stop it!

I had so much fun lasnight. I just got put in the most random situations and it was so fun. I miss seeing certain people and I really liked how many people I got to see and hangout with lastnight, it was crazy.

Anyways, I like having crushes so much.
Heh.
I've decided to not let anyone take control of me and bring me down. So it's bye bye to you! Bye bye!

diivulgence @ 2006-10-17T15:43:00

2006-10-17T22:55:33Z

Two things on my mind lately.
1) I dont want to see you hurt again.
2) I dont want to see me hurt again.

I liked how things were lastyear around this time.

I find myself not liking people more and more. I dont know why I care so much. I find myself not liking dressing up more and more. I dont know why I always have to look presentable. I find myself wanting to just stay home more and more. I dont know why I spend so much time making plans. I find myself saying screw all boys in general. I dont know why I cant just find another decent boy.

and..I miss this so much.

diivulgence @ 2006-10-01T09:23:00

2006-10-01T16:27:19Z

Yes, the big fire truck at the homecoming was for me. We were getting out of john's car to walk into the school and my highheel turn and i sliced the side of my foot on some glass. Blood was gushing out of it and I swear I almost fainted. John went and got the police who called the fire truck and they checked me and wrapped my foot around and me, john, and my mom went to the emergency room. I got 7 stiches, 7 being all of our lucky numbers, ahah. I was a trooper though, it didnt hurt at all. But, today it kills!

So, anyways me and john didnt end up going to homecoming. We spent it in the hospital and then my living room watching 10 Things I Hate About You.

YUP.

diivulgence @ 2006-09-16T09:44:00

2006-09-16T16:45:05Z

So we love our bahama bucks.

..and swings.

..and sean's crotch

..and even more of it

..i love my bestfriend.

..and the big asian.

..and both of them

..so after we hungout with our other favorite people

..awh

..brendon trys.

me and my bestfriend are cute, i know.

my favorite boys..

they all got dust on my camera so the best and first group shot was ruined..oh well

oh maaaatt

breeendon

the end.

tomorrow will be the best, i hope.

today/tonight was really good.

i love my bestfriends.

diivulgence @ 2006-09-02T15:12:00

2006-09-02T22:12:53Z

instead of eating burger king, kortney ate shane..

and i cant take pictures with john, because im a migit.

he's cute.

our bestfriend.

so we went on a tire swing..

kortney jumped off and let me keep spinning by myself..

..i about died!

that's john's island.

hahahah.

diivulgence @ 2006-08-28T16:40:00

2006-08-29T00:06:35Z

You know, whatever happens, happens. I'm not going to waste time worrying about things anymore. All is well though, I love how things are going. I'm filling in the empty spaces, where you left your mark.

"Be more concerned with your character then your reputaition. your character is who you really are while your reputation is merely what others will choose to say about you out of ignorance or jealousy."

diivulgence @ 2006-08-22T16:47:00

2006-08-22T23:58:48Z

we're all so attractive, i know. hahah

that's me in the first canoe in the front haha.

yes, me and my cousin hunch?

we got caught in this huge rain storm when we were on the river and this is when we got back.

..we were all drenched and rode in a back of a truck all the way back with the rain pouring down on us.

..it was one of the funnest times of my life.

Uh, so. My mom and Cousin have the same shorts. Cuuuuuute!

not a lot, i have more but they are just random family pictures and i didnt feel like uploading them on photobucket.

diivulgence @ 2006-07-30T13:07:00

2006-07-30T20:46:03Z

talk about lookin cute at 2 in the morning. sick jordyn.

hahah.

they're reall cute.

brotherrrr

okay bye

diivulgence @ 2006-07-05T19:12:00

2006-07-06T02:45:47Z

Happy Fourth, Yesterday.

Hawaii was really really fun.

Not a lot of my fireworks pictures turned out very well, but I think this one turned out the best. We got to watch fireworks by the water, sitting on a stone wall with our feet dangling down into the ocean. It was nice.

Sexy Shorts, I know.

MM BABY, BREAK YOU OFF A PIECE UH' DAT!

I like this one, a lot.

the luau pictures didnt turn out very good.

kortneys mom and step dad.

view from hotel room.

OUR HOTEL ROOM:

me & korts room.

me& korts bathroom was huge. so was her rent's.

my favorite.

hah, i took a lot of pictures of kortney.

kort took this.
i edited it. eh, idk.

end.

diivulgence @ 2006-06-28T16:02:00

2006-06-28T23:11:03Z

diivulgence @ 2006-06-25T10:04:00

2006-06-25T17:16:25Z

I had a really nice time in Missouri.

These are all pretty random. I put my name on them so people cant steal them. I took them..nothing serious though. I just wanted to show everyone how beautiful it really is there.

A church/cemetary.

My Cousin Kailynn and a baby chicken.

Me & Baby Chicken

Josh, Jordyn, Kailynn, Jerrad

Me & Jerrad

Taking a walk.

Oh..you know

The River we Canoed on, it rained hard on all of us..it was amazing. Even though we all got soaked, even the old people, we all had a good time. hah

Bridge & Building.

Kenzie & Breezy.

Baby Blue!

Grandpa, Breezy, & Lil Brother

Fire Flies.

Checking for ticks.

Another walk..

hahaaa

The Twins. My favorite picture of them.

I'm leaving for Hawaii with Kortney in 6 days.
I'm so excited.

diivulgence @ 2006-06-13T17:23:00

2006-06-14T00:40:49Z

Death is not the greatest loss in life.
The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.

I like meeting new people.
I like how this summer is so laid back.
I like feeling this way when I talk to someone.
I like how I got my writing mojo back.
I hate how it's either more than friends or nothing with you.
I hate how I opened up so fast.
I hate missing people.
I hate the expectations of being so god damn 'good' all the time.

I NEED SOMETHING CONSTANT.

diivulgence @ 2006-06-10T11:15:00

2006-06-10T18:33:20Z

TROPICAL SMOOTHIE.

DUUUUR.

this is us on a good day...

hahaha

meheheh.

the end.
i love her, a lot a lot.

diivulgence @ 2006-06-06T13:51:00

2006-06-06T20:53:25Z

Yes, I stole the first part from Dany. Ehehe.

Leave your name and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you
2. I'll challenge you to try/change something
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you
4. I'll tell you something I like about you
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you

My Own Twist:
You can also tell me a secret, something you like about me, something you hate about me, anything. Anonymous post are okay too, i guess!